so me and my boyfriend broke up
not schocked
he wasnt giving me the tim or respect i deserve.

im pretty much angry as fuck at him for everything

and i have so many things i want to say to him

but i dont want to

so ill jsut put them here

 

-You were a huge jerk to me
-if you stopped loving me, you should have told me
-there is nothing wrong with me missing you
-it was your fault anyway
-im not devistated
-truth is, you beat me to the break up
-why would i be in a relationship with a  guy who never wanted to see me? or speak to me?
-I will never get back with you.
-so don't bother

-You made me hate myself for quite sometime

-i was always wondering what the hell was wrong with me, asking myself 'why wont my own boyfriend love me?!'

-you made me think i had some pretty twisted issues
-you made me cry myself to sleep every night for a month.

-does that make you even the slightest bit guilty? not in your eyes

-girls need love, and respect, and they need to be told theyre cared about

-YOU did none of those

-i really honestly loved you so much. i know what love is. but you dont, if you did, you would not have acted the way you did

-if you stopped loving me. which im pretty sure you did, if you even know what love is, you wouldnt have led me on to think i was in a relationship with a genuine boy, you would have ended it before things became out of hand and i felt completely unwanted unloved unnesessary unneeded unimportant unloveable unappreciated

-its just sick and wrong, that you feel no guilt for the pain you put me through

- A FUCKING YEAR! wasted on a boy who doesnt have the DESENCY to call me to let me know he still cares. who puts seeing all his friends above me ANY day.

- all the time i listened to everything in your life, all your  problems, and i didnt complain about that, because I ENJOY HELPING YOU.

-but i complain, and its just too much?!

-you ended it saying you cant take it. take what? a loveing girlfriend? i was NOT cingy, i was NOT annoying. I was desperate for any love. which you were not giving me.

-i reached out to everybody because i was depressed. i thought 'why am i no longer good enough for this boy, that ive given so much to?'

-i'm already moving on, because i know theres no point on lingering on a loveless boy

-be surprised if i ever speak to you again

-i cant even express my anger to you

- all my friends told me to break up with you and i said 'no i love him'

-well you know what, i started to think 'i should' about a month ago. didnt want to though, because i love you, and then, that night, i was actaully going to, but you beat me to it

-your just lucky i didnt get to it first

-or things would have been a lot more angry than they were

-i thought you were the best friend ever. but you were a phony.

-did you act that way to get what you wanted out of me?

-doubt it. or you would have left sooner.

-so what the FUCK was it? huh?

-i want closure

- but i know ill never get it

-because your mad at me...YOUR mad at ME? that doesnt even make sense, compared to how i felt, i was the sweetest person ever during that break up.

-youve got some nerve, to think all of this is my fault

-im guilty of nothing except loving you and missing you and..oh i don tknow ACTUALLY WANTING TO SPEND FUCKING TIME WITH YOU.
-I will pretty much, never forgive you for the way I was treated.
-sadly though, you were such a great friend
-until i saw who you really were.
-shame it took me a year to figure it out.
-Real Men Admit They're Mistakes, apologize, and move on
Immature Boys can't admit when they're wrong, and can't see past themselves, can't see who they're effecting by not admiting to their mistakes, screwing up some of the best things they could ever have. You've got some growing up to do.