a drop in the ocean

by ron pope

SUCH a good song.

but, I just thought I'd come on here, and say how much I love him

no not ron pope

the boy I'm dating. :]

He has got to be the sweetest person alilve, when I'm with him I can't stop smiling, and I know that must sound so lame, but its true, I feel like a little kid, amused by the simplest things, but everything he does just makes me happy.

I've loved a guy before, and we dated for a year, and this guy I've been with for a month, but best friends with for 2 years, I love him now, and I have never felt like this before, not when I was with that other guy for a year, and I know I loved him, and now this guy comes along, and when I think I love him...it just keeps getting stronger. It's so amazing to be with a guy like him, but I'm sure, the reason it is going so well, and will continue to go well is because we were best friends BEFORE we dated.

I have a best friend, whos been with her boyfriend for a year and a half and she tried talking to me about our relationships and I said, the reason I think its PERFECT is because we're best friends, and she goes on

'yea thats like with me and him, we're best friends too'

but they became best friends after starting their relationship, which is so much different, than taking the strongest friendship and exapanding.

this is my fourth boyfriend, but hes my sexond longest one

because on guy was a year

another was 5 days (he was a liar, its excusable lol)

the other was 3 weeks

and now hes a month

and I know how stupid it must sound of me to say that I'm the happiest with a guy I've ever been when it hasn't been that long, and a lot of people probably just think its because we're just starting

but, I wasn't as happy in the first one ever, as much as I am now

and the other 2 short ones

I wasn't even that happy in the beggining, and it didn't get any better

but this one

definately, the happiest I've ever been

and the thing about this relationship is, From the day we started dating, I can just tell its going to last a long time.

I love him <3