About how CRAPPY your friends are?
well, I have, and its not all of them, its one of them, shes supposed ot be my "best friend" but all I find she is, is defensive, selfish, rude. and so on. She acts like I'm unimportant when shes with her boyfriend, everytime I try to walk beside them they manage to make me end up walking behind them, and don't talk to me, its like she just wants to look like she has a little follower. And if her boyfriend asks her to go somewhere with him, like his locker she says 'sure' and goes and doesn't argue, I ask her if she can and she just says 'why can't you go by yourself'
and then, we were supposed to be on a team together for relay for life this year, and we weren't sure on who was going to be on our team, and I wasn't sure what I was supposed to do for signing up, and then when I go to talk to someone about it, I find out, he swiched teams, and so did my 'friend' without saying so much as a word to me about it, so here I am fucked over, on something I was REALLY looking forward to doing.
and then today, she has the nerve to come up to me and start talking about how the exact same thing is happening with her new team, nobody is signing up, and so they may not have one, because thats what someone else from her group told her. What makes her think she can bitch to me about that happening when she did the exact same thing to me, but at least, her group, had the descency to tell her. And then when I called her out on it, she bitched at me. lovely. because thats what she does, because she never ever does anything to hurt people, they all do it themselves, she never ditches anyone, of course not, because what she did wasn't making the whole group fall apart behind my back, leaving me with nothing, no no, of course not. you know why, because it was for her bennefit. as is everything else, if its benneficial to her, its not a bad thing no matter who else it may hurt.

another thing, is we both applied for jobs at the same place, don't mention how stupid of an idea that is, I know. but, she got the job and I didn't, whatever thats cool, but the thing is, when I pitched the idea of applying there, she shot it down saying she wouldn't want to work there, but then, 2 weeks later, i got really sick, and hadn't left my house or been to school, and then I find out, that a few days earlier, she went and applied there. go figure. and so now shes working there, and you know, I wouldn't care, if it wasn't pretty much all she talks about when we hang out., its like 'wow thank you, your bragging about how amazing your job and the people in it are, really makes me feel better about being rejected.'