I'm probably the biggest bitch in the world, my best friend has been kind of irritating me a lot lately, and I've been trying not to be mean to him, but I have been, and I feel like the biggest douchebag in the world, I feel like I'm upsetting him, but what can I say to him 'you bug me, so I'm a bitch to you' ?
no thats horrible, I just don't know, its probably because I've been hanging out with him a lot lately, but I just feel like an asshole about it, I went home sick today, and he hasnt been online, and I want to apologize btu arghh
And another friend of mine hasn't been being that great of a friend, I do a lot of stuff to help her, but I always feel like it pisses her off when I ask her for help, I helpped her with photography last semester, and she wont help me this semester, and I never have anybody to go shoot pictures with because they put me in a class with a bunch of people who hate me, and so I count on after school to get it done, but she won't help me then, and I HATE wandering by myself, and my friends never understand that, If I'm going to be outside for a couple of hours taking pictures, and ones that I need friends in too, I'm not going to go by myself, ugh its just so stupid
And, a friend of mine asked me to his prom, hes 18, I'm 16 in 2 months, I haven't hung out with him too much, and I don't know what my mom will say, I told him yes, because hes a really sweet guy, but I'm afraid that my mom wont trust me to go, because there is an after party, and hes planning on drinking, and I more than likley will not, and its just complicated, and since everyone is older than me, my mom will more than likey say no, or set limitations, like..'no after party' which i guess I would be okay with, its better than a flat out no.
