So, I'm dating someone again, hopefully he won't be like the other guys, but of course with the way things have gone, how can I not expect it? its only been a few days, and I am happy, hes a complete sweetheart, I just hope it isn't an act to get in my pants. He's 3 years older than me, which I'm sure is a good sign already eh? I really do like him though, when we're together, there are never awkward moments, me and him just mesh perfectly, and that couldn't make me happier, I guess thats what my other relationships lacked, was the complete comfort, like, I dated one for a year, so yea we were comfortable, but for the first month or so, we felt uncomfortable and nervous, me and the guy, since the first day we met, its just been perfect, you know in those movies, where they meet this person, and things just..happen? its like that. so I can only hope for the best, we're seeing a movie this weekend, I guess I'll just see what happens then. :]

BUT, there are a couple things, he went from, the first day we started dating saying 'love you' before he left, which makes me feel weird, because I know he doesn't like, obviously, a lot of people just say it for the sake of saying it, but I want him to know, that he can't just say that to me because I've been lied to about things like that so many times, I just don't want to get hurt like that again.

      but then, the next day, we were talking, and it was just kind of a whatever conversation, and he didnt say anything when he left, and I haven't talked to him today, and I really hope I do, I don't want this to turn into 'oh we'll see eachother once in a while, but other than that we won't really talk'  ughh.

     I think he really likes me, like a month before we started dating, he asked me to go to his prom with him, and hes just so sweet, so, I keep going from, super happy, to super worried. and this sucks.

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